Thursday, December 10, 2009

There is no more use for a blog.

I don't feel the same as I was before?

Thursday, November 12, 2009

'...Kiss a lover
Dance a measure,
Find your name
And buried treasure
Face your life
Its pain, its pleasure,
Leave no path untaken'


Neil Gaiman is a new addition to my favourite authors. He wrote Coraline and Stardust(no wonder his name seemed so familiar) and thanks to Stephanie, I got to read his latest - The Graveyard Book.

Awesome, I don't care if it's meant to be a children's book. The storyline and plot is so simple, yet intricate at the same time; my words of praise(or anyone else's for that matter) does not justify the brilliance of the author.

But then again, just like any other book, the genre of his stories cannot be appreciated by everyone and so I think only those who have an inclination towards the mysterious and impossible should pick up this book.
Because I won't stand for anyone dismissing it as some crackpot juvenile literature.

On a different note, upsets of the homely sort just as the moment of truth looms closer.

I think. I'm tired of it all? 10 more days till I set off for UK, how can I leave like this?

Sunday, November 08, 2009

I am 32 flavours and then some

Frustration
Annoyance
Sadness
Confusion


Uber urgh okay. Just when my life is starting to regain some of its normalcy, a shitload of bullcrap comes flying my way. I mean - C'MON LIFE, GIMME A BREAK WILL YOU.

I think I'm tired of being who people want me to be. I realise I can't always live up to people's expectations of me. Not just can't, sometimes I won't.
I've always thought I was my own person, but deep down I guess I always knew I was living a life of lies. At least to myself.
Just didn't see it sooner because I was too absorbed in everything else.

I feel a tinge of rebellion bubbling in me. Maybe that's why I haven't been myself lately. But then again, what's myself these days.

I should just sleep.

Sunday, November 01, 2009

Smiles

My life has been pretty dramatic lately, what with all the PW-related stuff going on and my crazy friends.

Just realised that all my recent posts have been real emo, quite unlike me.

Anyway, a huge load off from my shoulders! Written Report has been submitted and I guess I kinda like the end product? I mean, all those late nights and days where I survived with less than an hour's sleep(I can't believe it either) paid off. Without a drop of caffeine, mind you. I know, I'm super. HAHA

Even though I turned 17 on the 17th, I don't feel any more mature. If anything, I've been shedding tears more frequently like some broken water tank. I seriously need to get a grip.

There are a few things I really need right now:

1) Spend time with my best girls(wow I sound like a pimp)
2) Get over it and accept reality.
3) A good book.
4) Quality time doing my own things(haven't had this in a while)

Well, okay I can't really think of anything more right now.

Oh yah, I finally know my blood type! I'm an O+! Shoutout to those with similar blood type! Hahaha I donno I'm feeling this excitement ever since I went to collect the results yesterday afternoon.
I'm a loser, what's new. :)

I'm hungry!

xoxo
Feeling-happy Maisurah :)